Mind games

When I'm dreaming of green, peaceful mountains, I get calm and relaxed.
When I'm watching musicvideos, I start to get energetic and happy.
Sometimes when I read some stories, I start to miss you and tears come up.
Right after I see gorgeous pictures of laughing kids, I get much happier and start to laugh.

I can change my feelings and emotions if I want to. Should I?

These mind games could work for everything and for anybody, I think. If you wanna feel something deeper or you want to get something, that seems impossible to get, power of mind is unbelievable. Could be, this works for only certain kind of people (like for me 'cause I'm already pretty emotional person), but don't think that's impossible, just try it. Of course, sometimes you can not change your feelings, I understand, we are just human beings.

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
-Katy Perry-

Mostly these mind games are pretty easy, but there are some feelings which are harder to change, harder to get through. And sometimes I don't even want to get through them. Before I thought, it is not good ,that I can change my mind so fast, but now I take it more like a useful skill. It's a good skill, if you know how to use it right.

I hope you don't take me wrong, I love all kinds of emotions, even bad ones. Still I think, one of the top feelings that people need more, is happiness. You don't need a reason to be happy, just be!


This little guy (Bryan) takes a big part of my emotions and patience. 

He gets me laughing everyday and makes me so silly, I mean, I can act exactly like a kid. Jumping, screaming and laughing around like an idiot. That's awesome!

Yes.. he is draging my purse on the asphalt.. just funny.

I hope you guys have happy emotions this week!

 

Peace&love and surreal happiness !

Here I am

Well.. once again I will say I'm happy right now where I am and what I'm doing. Here I am and you, all of you somewhere there, far away from me. Here I am, imagining of you. Sometimes I have those crazy imaginary plays, and it feels that I can be wherever I want to be. I'm with you even you don't know that. I took you into my life and for sure I'm not going to slip you away easy. There is plenty of stories waiting for us. Do you think so too?

My brother sings in his band's first and brand new single:

We can`t escape from this truth, because our faith is lost
and our lives are drifting apart
You are like the light in my soul, leading me back to home
to your arms where i belong    

                           

I think it's awesome! Their bands name is Aston Relics and this is their first single, Here I am. It's just so great, the whole song! I'm proud of you, bro! Like I have been saying before: I'm your biggest fan you can ever get or imagine!
You should definitely check it out and press like in a Facebook. Also Aston Relics is in a Radio Rock band competition. Please vote this awesome band and help them to get known.

I am just saying,
VOTE
LIKE
LINK
AND
SHOW IT TO YOUR FRIENDS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS OF THEIR FRIENDS...

Here is Myspace link for the song Here I Am and probably next week they will add second song too.
http://www.myspace.com/music/player?sid=86628575&ac=now

Also here is the link for Radio Rock competition voting:
http://www.hitlantis.com/?mapId=5567899&songId=6121722

Peace&Love

Year for fun !

Few days ago, when I was walking outside with Bryan, I felt a lot of pleasure in my life. These streets, these people around me and unforgettable moments of my everyday life. Then this thought popped to my mind; this year is going to be really great. I can feel it! It will fill up of many fun stories and moments. Friends, love, laugh, joy, of course rainy days too and times when sun and rain paint rainbow to the sky. Something that you don't expect to happen..

Friend of mine told me (while I was in Finland) that he likes to give a name for coming year. Like year for learning, year for thinking, for growing, for love, for friends...
Then one morning he woke up in laughing, and he realised that is how he will name his year. Year for fun.

When I said it out loud, "This year is going to be great!" I really started to believe it. It is going to be and it has been already good. I think, if you really want something, you just need to believe! You can get anything or you can reach everywhere, if you truly believe it.

So I will agree with my friend, this year will be a lot of fun. I hope his year will be unforgettable too :)

Peace and Love and Lot of Happy faces!

How about Love?

LOVE. Such a wonderful thing in our lifes.

You can find it everywhere around us all the time, even sometimes it makes us sad and unhappy. Love brings us together and makes us smile. It's the most powerful thing in the world and it's hard to fight against that. If you think you can or you already do, that's just stupid. Let love happen 'cause it's meant to happen.

I love you all, who I've been got to know, I love myself too and thing that I can be who I am and love it. I'm so crazy in love with the world ! Without all this love that I have, I wouldn't be who I am. Without love, this whole world would feel meaningless. Thank you, thank you all who have made and still make my life worthy.

Enjoy love everyday, and celebrate it more than just once in a year.

Happy Valentine's Day for all you who have a heart and is capable of using it!

Peace&LOVE

Jamming in a church

Today was such a great day, could I say the best day for a while. I mean like the whole day was just so good!

Morning I went first time to the church which wasn't as boring as usually churches are. It was AWESOME! Seriously.
That awesome church is in central of San Francisco and it called Glide Memorial Church. It is totally different church where I've ever been, I couldn't even imagine that before. There was lot of good music and inspirational speeches. They played drums and piano and huge choir sang happy and encouraging songs. Best thing was that everybody was so excited and lively. We stood, jammed and clapped our hands at the same beat.

That is what churches should be like, celebration of Life, Love and God. People were very open-minded and accept different skin colors and different sexual orientation. That's just so great. We smiled and hugged each others.
If you say all the churches are boring, you haven't been in this one.

Here is one clip of that church and please check this site too: https://www.glide.org/sslpage.aspx

In the afternoon I met one of my friends and we had good time. Last time when we saw, was over year and half ago! It's been a while. It was so good to see him and hear his voice, it always makes me very happy. Later when I walked back home, it started to rain. But I didn't mind at all, sweet drops!

That was almost about it, my perfect day. I'm happy.

Peace, Love and Lot of Happy faces!

Red wine and thoughts of Finland

It's interesting how my taste has changed with food and specially with drinks, with alcohol. Year ago I still liked sweet ciders and long drinks, beer wasn't my thing at all. Then less than 6 months ago I started to drink beer, but only sometimes. Last December I already drank beer and I enjoyed it! Sweet drinks didn't taste than good anymore, only full of sugar, plahh. It's funny how something just changed, I changed or my taste only changed.

I've almost always been drinking white wine and it still taste good, very good. Earlier red wine was no no no. Not my thing, it's too.. red! Time when I've been here, in California, has teached me to like red too. Tonight I realised, it really is not too red anymore, actually it taste damn good! And good thing, it's healthy for you. I googled little bit of that and some sites says, one or two classes of day is good for you. But it sounds pretty lot for everyday! Also I found that it is good for your heart and it may help you losing weight.  It could be partly true, I don't know.. So lets drink and get healthier! Haha :D

Oh, and this video and song too. I absolutely love this. It makes me miss Finland. I miss you. Some moments I really do, but I'm not sad 'cause I know you will still be there. :)
(And plus! this guy is awesome!)

Love what you do and wherever you are, and be proud of your roots!

Peace&Love

Right one, two and jump !

This night was interesting, something new. I went to first time the Zumba-class. I haven't never tried it before, so I was kind of slow and didn't know what to do. I just laughed by myself and same time I felt so stupid, but I already knew the first time is gonna be kind of hard. Still it was definitely fun and I liked that energetic music a lot. Next week I will go again, hopefully it gets easier..

I would love to start dancing, street or hiphop or something like that. I've been always want it, but it feels so hard to start. My explanation of that is I'm too old to start. Okay, don't say anything, I know it's not good explanation but.. yeah. I don't know why it's so hard. Maybe I only need to just start, it's so simply. I like to dance by myself, but I mean like go to real dance lesson.
Someday I will do it! I will dance, take a lesson and be a good at it!

I think dancing is probably one of those things what I want to learn and do before I die. :)

I wanna link this song, what I've been listen so much, but never bored. It's just so great and energetic, makes me want to move around and jump up and down.

Peace, love and lot of dreams!